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Between stars
Standing in your room, watching you talking to me, wondering why I am here. Then I grab you tight and with just one motion
of my hand the room vanishes. In a whirlwind of speed and colour, trees and grass appear and a sky filled with stars. You
look at me and want to ask how, but you are speechless. Magic I say, more ancient then everything you see around you. Older
then the trees, the rocks, the mountains in the distance. Older then this earth, even older then the stars. I just wanted
to show you what I really am and with that I kiss you while we rise to the sky, our bodys giving the inner light possessed
by all living things. Floating in transcendence unhindered by sound and filled with love for each other. But then I have to
take you back to your house and the light dims again. Now I leave you there in wonder and look at you from between the stars,
forever gazing.
Where am I?
Where am I? said the men. You are in Hell, said the Devil. Why? said the men. Well said the devil, you didnt live very
well. How can that be said the men. I was nice to people, kept everything clean, never cheated, paid my bills, did my work
from nine to five. Thats true said the devil, but it is because you had the most boring live. But dont mind. It will be fine.
Here have a sweat. Thanks said the men. No problem said the devil, but if you dont mind Im gonna cut you open and watch it
digest. ...... Said the men.
Ravens
Its like a flock of ravens flying. Ever circling down and down. With feathers like black velvet and their wings beating
in the wind. Making the most horrible croaking sounds, spiralling ever down. They are descending to the flesh below, to peck
at it and sharpen their beaks on the rocks. Making the most awful noises of mincing flesh and sifting beaks over rocks. Croaking
and Croaking. And spiralling ever down. Thats what its like. Thats what its like in my head.
The Vampire
There I am, standing above her bed. Looking at her soft white skin, her chest with its beautiful breast heaving, seeing
her sweet small nipples. I watch as the moonlight dances true her full dark hair and I cant restrain myself. I kiss her soft
lips and she wakens with a start. Who, what? She begins with a startle. But looking at me with her big dark eyes she stops
speaking. No resistance to the unnatural thing I am. I kiss her again and go down from her lips to her chin and from there
I go softly to her neck. She is beginning to breath faster and heavier. That is when I smell it! The blood! And see her veins
through her skin. It is unbearable for me not to plunge my fangs in her skin. She makes a small sigh but gives in the pleasure
of it. But it is mostly my pleasure when the red chirrup flows in my mouth again. I feel her heart, I feel her live connected
with mine while it drops further and further away. With one hand I touch her soft breast and feel the heartbeat under it dwindling.
But I cant stop drinking this sweet nectar and soon I find myself with another corps in my hands and I the vampire am to blame.
Stoned
Sun on the face, a big smile everything is beautiful. Al things seem more bright, the colours, the people and of course
the sky is looks better. Things look more rosy and I feel happy. Laughing about the most simplest of things. People giving
the queerest looks. Some smile some look angry, like they dont like you even they dont know you. But I dont feel less happy
about it. Not with this feeling of flying through the air, skipping from cloud to cloud. Yes Im stoned again.
Evil
Love is spelled backwards evol and it is. You cant help becoming it, to love someone. But what if it is not mutual, ever
had the pain of experiencing that? You try to do your best, but nothing works. Al you feel is more pain and misery and you
try harder, and doesnt work. How many people there are which I fell in love with. They themselves dont even know. Then you
finally get love, and what does it do? It betrays you and kicks you under your belt. Its over, and you cannot cope with the
losing of this person in live. And again you try and again nothing works. No love is very evil indeed, one of the biggest
problems of this world. And you feel alone and miserable. You are feel ugly and used. Why is there no one who loves you? Feels
for you? Why? Because its only for the other people thats why! Nobody loves you and never will so face it and give up. Dwindle
back to your own little world and die miserable, thats all there is for you. Never mind the lucky ones, your not them and
never will be.
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